Not Just "One" Thing
7:31 PM
I can quite put my hand one it, I don't know, its just a general feelin..
The last few weeks I have really had to take it to the next level, it was a case of I was faced with challenges and changes in my life is I have had to adjust to.
A host of new experiences came to me and made me realise for all the growing I have done, I allowed myself to kind of "settle" with who I was. I accepted I was not a best planner in the world. Lots of vision but not the best planner. My new found self confidence came under attack too. It was life saying so you are confident, well let's see how u deal with this... And blam, like in a movie where the CIA dung up some dark reality that you never really dealt with and put it on the table.
And the asked "Corey what are you going to do?"
So deep and probing this question was, that I was deeply humbled and knocked down for a bit.
I don't know how it happened,
But I remembered my good friend's dad, telling me as if it where yesterday,
"Corey, the true measure of a man is how many time he gets up."
I remembered that, and
I not sure what changed but its as if my general attitude and approach to life now was enough for me to find the strength to grow and to be better, even better than I have ever been. It the decision to be better that started it, but after that it was not just one thing thet got better, everything seemed to improve. Things started to "fall in place". The world became a more beautiful place and I felt good.
Its as if what I need comes to me. And I have conquered another step in the journey. A truly personal victory of my old fears and patterns.
I am not in a fixed state, for I am a man, a living man. I am experiencing new things, of all natures. The only fixed reality I now assume is change, for I am a man. I can choose how I change. I am not who I am, for my the time you have finished reading this I have already changed.
Corey Graham
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The last few weeks I have really had to take it to the next level, it was a case of I was faced with challenges and changes in my life is I have had to adjust to.
A host of new experiences came to me and made me realise for all the growing I have done, I allowed myself to kind of "settle" with who I was. I accepted I was not a best planner in the world. Lots of vision but not the best planner. My new found self confidence came under attack too. It was life saying so you are confident, well let's see how u deal with this... And blam, like in a movie where the CIA dung up some dark reality that you never really dealt with and put it on the table.
And the asked "Corey what are you going to do?"
So deep and probing this question was, that I was deeply humbled and knocked down for a bit.
I don't know how it happened,
But I remembered my good friend's dad, telling me as if it where yesterday,
"Corey, the true measure of a man is how many time he gets up."
I remembered that, and
I not sure what changed but its as if my general attitude and approach to life now was enough for me to find the strength to grow and to be better, even better than I have ever been. It the decision to be better that started it, but after that it was not just one thing thet got better, everything seemed to improve. Things started to "fall in place". The world became a more beautiful place and I felt good.
Its as if what I need comes to me. And I have conquered another step in the journey. A truly personal victory of my old fears and patterns.
I am not in a fixed state, for I am a man, a living man. I am experiencing new things, of all natures. The only fixed reality I now assume is change, for I am a man. I can choose how I change. I am not who I am, for my the time you have finished reading this I have already changed.
Corey Graham
Sent via BlackBerry,
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