Hmmm Who am I really?
'its clear that you have a gift for people, based on your life'
'You are creative, and you never know what you are going to come up with next'
'Corey you got to give yourself more credit. You have done well so far'
These are all comments from people who are close to me. They are all comments that have really picked me up, and started me to bring more positivity into my life. They all jerked me to not look at the problems I have. But look at the opportunities and build on them.
They have urged me to focus more, to become more than I am demonstrating.
I think in recent times my self confidence is being tested in a significant way.
Another people I am close to mentioned I'm not the most assertive.
And I realize it is based on my self confidence. My sense of worth has been lowered a tad bit.
You know I am thankful for the comments deeply thank ful but I feel like I have a lot more to give to the world. And I need to learn how to tap into the untapped areas of my life.
I feel like the path before me is a little unclear. However maybe I need to focus on what is clear while leaving some time to have fun with the unclear.
I can admit I am scared, I keep wondering if I am dividing up my time, energy and money in the right ways.
One conviction I have though is to cut all the frills and really go after my ultimate dream.
I mean really start the day tomorrow with the email to energise and provoke Caribbean people, to come together.
Its not even a case of doing. Its to just let the passion be raw. Its a case of just unleashing a sleeping beast.
I believe I am scared. I am scared because the last time I unleashed my raw passion and creativity. I ended up with many other challenges. I couldn't control it.
I wonder if I am at a level where I can really control it now.
Where I can really channel my life.
I am not going to die with all my music still in me.
Certainly is just a case of having some discipline and a plan and execution.
Building a daily routine that develops me into the man I need to be.
I have lost sight of the man I need to be and that's allowed me to slow down.
Its time to revitalize myself.
That's what I need.
Its is clear now.
I will become who I need to become so that I can have what I need to have.
Corey Graham 2.0
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